I don’t want to remain negative and need to co e to terms with the reality wts deski of our relationship. My issue is that everyone around me including my long-suffering mother and sister are not respecting my need to talk about how this man treated us cruelly. As for the grieving… I have been hugely angry this week and don’t like the feeling.
I don’t really know how to feel. I never intended to re-connect but I imagined I would find closure at some point. I don’t know what closure looks like now.
- If someone dies, they cannot be buried until the funeral prayers are offered.
- My father wouldn’t even look at me at the service.
- Now we’ve come down to this fact…and it is a fact.
- Acceptance legitimizes his actions.
- Find a man who says that cliche.
- I bought a plane ticket, went to visit him and yes, he was in the hospital and I got along with my dad better than ever.
Right now, I’d say George is in a good spot to continue Coast, but if he did decide to quit, got sick or just could not do the show anymore, I think Coast may just collapse. And my reasoning may just be that a new host may not bring in the ratings that George does now. And the 400 or 500 station monopoly may fall apart. Lastly, I hope the owners of Coast and its stations realize we no longer want Bell on the air even as a caller let alone a backup or weekend host.
I Make Art Until Someone Dies
Give him payback for the things he did to us. And I feel confuse, should I mourn for him? And because I don’t know what I feel, this anger affect my relationship with my mother and siblings.
I’m sad that she’s suffering and I’m sad that she’s dying but it doesn’t make me feel love for her or miss her or want to see her. The guilt of feeling this way is a tremendous weight. I just lost my father yesterday, him and i have never met, and we have only talked enough to count on a single hand.
The Regrets And Leftover Emotions After Someone Dies
My husband passed away recently. He had asbergers but his family’s denial of this has caused untold pain for my husband over many years. I see how he was brought up and the learning issues he had as a child but he fell into the masculine trap of not declaring his feelings and he always thought emotions were a weakness. His death was traumatic for all but more so due to the actions of his family.
I was estranged from my older brother for nearly 20 years. I had cut ties with my abusive mother, and he saw this as a personal rejection and would have nothing to do with me. I never got to see his kids grow up, and I don’t know his grandchildren. Likewise, he never got to know my kids or shared in my life. I am typing from my father’s computer… forgiveness caused reconciliation 5 weeks before he passed away mid July after 5 years of no contact. The effect he has had over my life is criminal and at 51, a single mother, broke and broken, I feel angry and hurt.
It looks alot like the kind of sad eyes that girls that get into pornography have.” It looks alot like the kind of sad eyes that girls that get into pornography have. The same thing happened with Airyn. All we found out about her was that she was young and beautiful (“Look at the picture! Look at the picture!). He said that she was a nice girl. He said she was a college grad who was going to teach, but that he has “retired” her from that.
And I do hope he’s gone because he would have destroyed everyone around him like he did me. Both my mom, my dad and my sister are gone. Really, all of my family except my son and a few cousins. I find myself thinking about my mom and how she hated me.
Ways To Understand And Cope With These Complicated Feelings
I have not stopped crying since. My parents forced me to see a therapist. I have to go 3 times/week and they even prescribed me medication. But I honestly feel like i shouldn’t be living. Very hard life my babies keep me going. He and his wife cleaned out our moms room at the assisted living home the day after she died (after I said that all 3 of us -me, my brother and his wife) need to do that together.